#Outburst concentrates on three different "everyday life" type scenarios where an emotional eruption came about.
lyrics
[VERSE 1]
6:01, alarm goes off, I will go on / with my daily routines, slip on these blue jeans Mr. Sun / rises ain't no surprises it’s the same ol’ stuff / sport the same ol' gruff, this beard make me look tough / .. step out the apartment / oh my God, as I realize this day is just startin / while stuck in traffic / I feel my rage building, this sage feeling I had it disappeared like magic / as a result, I lose my usual parking spot / Which made me late which made me hate everything, I’m sparking hot / stark raving mad, my boss is clocking me, “told the man just to kiss my ass” / outburst I shouldn't have had / I shouldn't have grabbed...him by the neck / suspended without pay, surprise that I ain't fired yet / ...what was I supposed to do? / the outburst came out first so please excuse the attitude ...
[VERSE 2]
Doors closed, I wish I could put a lock on it / my peace is disrupted whenever someone knocks on it / just wanna be alone / I hear my mom yelling "honey, can you get off the phone / come help clean dishes" I can't be left on my own whenever I'm at home / and drink my sorrows away, sip on this bottle of Patron / but I'm only 16, cant leave my house yet / I'm unemployed, I'm young and coy, should get my mouth checked / I have a slick tongue, I even had the thoughts to call my momz a bitch once / more and more from my parents I'm feeling dis-tant / Dis-band myself from my family, somehow I'm still feeling in-DIFF-RANT / stuck in my ways, don't know any better / prefer to isolate myself, and write these angry letters / mad at the world, my parents is scapegoats / anybody cross my path, make sure they feel my pain slow / "Honey come down now! I won't ask again" / "Mom i wish you'd die and lay lifeless like a mannequin"....
[THAYDRA - HOOK - CHORUS]
going through momeeeeeents / somehow you gotta learn you gotta know how to tooooone ittt... / When the heart cries / or when the heart liiiiies ..../ the very instant that your feel that the fun dieeeeeees / a body with no soul losin control / Trapped inside my mind, someone throw me right in the hole
[VERSE 3]
At the dinner table, gazing into her eyes / Lost in my thoughts, think of all her bullshit I survived / so much bottled inside / I fear the moment where I just cant control it and go full throttle on this chick and ride / this wave of negative energy that entered me and just lash out / I was never one known to have a fast mouth / Snapping her fingers "euh Hello? Do you ever listen? / You know how much I hate it whenever your mind goes missin!" / Keep calm stay cool, I tried to tell myself / What is this nonsense that I'm even trying to sell myself / "You doing it again! Gosh you get on my nerves" / "My mouth keeps me moving yet you acting like you ain't heard a word" / "Look b****! You think you so mighty powerful / I stopped listening to your bickering about an hour ago / So tired of your crap, can you just let me be / Sometimes I'm asking death if he's willing to set me free / from your reigns, lay me down in some tomb / I can hear her heart breaking, I start pacing....cant believe the woman that I love is the woman I just wounded
[THAY-HOOK - CHORUS]
going through momeeeeeents / somehow you gotta learn you gotta know how to tooooone ittt... / When the heart cries / or when the heart liiiiies ..../ that very instant That your feel the fun dieeeeeees / a body with no soul losin control / Trapped inside my mind, someone throw me in the hole
credits
from #NextBestThing,
released January 29, 2015
Performed By: Mr. FlipStar (@MrFlipStarRap) feat Thaydray (@dark_moons777)
Produced By: Oscope The Boy Wonder (@Oscope)